I'm rosaly known as ivy it's my nickname, i started using Facebook i totally use my free times on the screen because its enjoyable to communicate with someone who was totally stranger. I made a fake account where in i can hide the real me, i don't see any problem with it, until i met him. I will not tell the name of this guy but I'm so in love with him until now, the problem is i can't tell him my real identity. He known me as my fake name and fake character i built, everyday seems perfect yet confusing its hard to talk with him without confusing the real me. He loved me because of the identity i built up not because of the real me, I have many attempt to confess but I'm afraid i always end up thinking he won't accept me, he will never accept me. I can't afford to lose him not now or never but i know in Facebook you can't rely with someone. The day will come and he will find out my secret and the day I'm afraid of will happen he will leave me. I love using Facebook i have no complain about this app the only problem is why this app made me so fall in love with the guy who will not accept the real me.
It's hard for me every day and night to talk with him he will insist to make video call but i totally resisted it, I'm not ready to show the real me. I'm afraid of what will happen if ever he would see me, he thought I'm pretty but I'm not. I admit I'm one of those ugly who live here in earth trying to get someone who will love me. I'm happy that Facebook let me experience this kind of feelings but it's also driving me crazy.
You should all learn from my mistakes it's okay to hope some happiness but it's not right if you lied someone to be happy, it will always end sadness and regrets. I wish i can go back from the pass and i want to correct all my mistakes. For the guy i love so much i know you may not read this but I'm really hoping for your acceptance and forgiveness if ever you discover what have i sin i hope there's space in your mind and heart for forgiveness.
Facebook is the only one we had to communicate with each other i wonr regret loving you, i won't regret using this app. All i regret is lying and faking my personality on you even you trusted me so much, my identity may lie and not true but i can guarantee to you that my love for you is real i will never lie about this thing. We started from the stranger to each other but now we're a lover, all i need to do is to confess my identity on you.
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