I was a young man at the age of 18, I felt what love means at that time. We took a village tour with my father to our village. This person was my father's aunt's son, neither science, I will love and it will cost me my life. Anyway, we went in and sat talking among themselves. A beautiful woman came in. It was as if my heart was an angel for me. I felt like I was going to come out of my place. I said to myself what is the matter, my hand was shaking because it was my first time, I was sweating then I realized that I was in love, I tried to find the opportunity to tell this woman one day.
I went up to the tree to clap, I went to him alone, I said delal, I said his name was delal, I think my heart is going to burst when I see you I said I think I fell in love with you, her face was red, she was a village girl, the room said to me with shyness, I feel the same feelings towards you, the world was mine, I was very happy, we were living our secret escapade every time I saw you It feels like I'm welcoming the angel Du I wasn't getting tired of it I stayed for 2 months. It was like two days. It was time to leave. I didn't want to leave. When I cried, I cried with a sob. He said don't forget me, I bought the tape that we love so much as a souvenir. The first time I came home, I called immediately to hear his voice, his voice sounded so good to me, he was resting, I always called for 1 week, 2 weeks, 3 weeks, months, I did not want to lose, I could not eat, I was always dreaming of him, one day he called me, he was crying, I said, do not scare me, tell me, do not make me sad, don't make me sad for you I said I would destroy the world, that's when my father gave me the bad news. My father wanted to marry me with someone 15 years older who was going to force me to marry him, he said, boiling water poured into my head, I had a crisis, I immediately shouted, I bought a gun from my friend, I was going crazy I was going to kill his father I bought my ticket to get on the bus before evening, of course my aunt's His sons got the news, they cut me off on the bus, don't block me, I said I'll shoot you I had a seizure I fainted I was at home when I woke up I wanted to go again my mother and father were thrown at me my son we are melting together with you they said don't do it they cried so I had to stop but I swear to you I said I will not love anyone but him I said don't say that they said Even if you are young, I said I wouldn't want it, they sent me for a trip to Ankara to forget, I always think of it I was drinking, I was fighting with everyone, I forced myself out of there, then the university came, change would happen, my son, they said I did not stay comfortable there, I dealt with fights and evil again I've never been able to love like him, I don't know anyone, I'm 34 now I'm single even now I'm waiting for him to come out my heart always hurts😔
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