A story about life and smoking

Hi all, I was born and started in the same family where I didn't have to live. Everything was fine, we were not rich people and somehow tried to cope in these conditions. We lived in a five story house on the fifth floor with my mother and my older sister. I had no father and I do not even qualified as it is to grow up with the Father, as it is called there daddy, such words I did not have all this replaced my mother, she alone tried to ensure that we were as good as others at school and on the street, she did everything to make us happy. I graduated from high school and went to study at the technical school of production, so no one bought me a car and I did not buy it myself. And we had the right to choose equipment on the car and during the studies we had the opportunity to take exams and learn to drive a car, though not ours, but still a car. Successfully finished and got me the rights took me first into the army in Evpatoria in the training camp and then transferred to Kharkiv. I finished the service and immediately started looking for work to help my mother claim someone and somehow live only in this convenient time, when cell phones began to replenish to you to be equipped. It turned out that I got a job as a security guard in a very prestigious restaurant with a hotel there got acquainted with the staff and became very friendly and I was offered to go to work for them and move to waiters, they kept you young yet for you security so here and you will have good money and you are suitable for us, so come to us. I was a very cheerful and positive person, that's probably why I was quick to get along with people. I did not think for a long time that the more I had already worked and I soon think, although I did not study to be a waiter and worked little in this profession, just that I communicated with the team, that I knew. Things went up, I began to earn good money, and there I met a girl who soon became my wife, we met at a party, we were all good, a child appeared, we collected for a car my dream had come true and the child and wife and car, all super. I forgot to say that all the time in high school with college, I smoked well this later we will return to this. Time passed, we worked, went on vacation well as average people lived, did not luxuriate, of course, and the trouble is neovalili. We worked in this restaurant for almost 20 years and then there was a disease epidemic and the restaurant was closed for quarantine, then after a pause we found work, because many found another job, others were sent away and the staff such a powerful as it was scattered and then the restaurant began to fade slowly. It was at one time a very cool restaurant, a lot of people came to visit it, it was very prestigious. And then came the second wave of quarantine, which generally killed everybody, we were sitting at home without work and hoping for better times, and maybe everything will come, but the way it was before will never happen. Reciprocally we were able to work well and were able to have a good time very strong team. So, super times are over and here are a few cases of separation from the situation and I think, how to live further, no work, prices have risen many times, also these cigarettes did not give me results and my son, when I smoked my dad said, quit smoking is your health and I really wanted to quit but could not it was in the subconscious very difficult. And nothing here I decided to try and started to read the easy way to quit smoking but nothing happened, then three months passed and I came back to this question and started to listen to the audio recording of the same book easy way to quit smoking but nothing happened to me. Then I decided that it was necessary to pull myself together and begin to act, as I think if I sleep at night and do not smoke, it means that I can not smoke during the day because the body does not wake me up to go out for a smoke. So without delaying, I decided from tomorrow to quit smoking and will be proud of myself that I am strong, that I have done it and will demand for my child and will fulfill his dream.... Not a chance, it's not difficult, I haven't told you anything, I've lived without cigarettes before and after smoking you can live like before and I don't think how not to smoke, but you just watch, you don't have to read any books, you don't have to take any expensive medications, you don't have to make up anything to yourself, you don't scare yourself, look today you smoke as usual, tomorrow if you decide to quit and I know that smoking is not very fashionable, then quit. . The second day you wake up and when you have a craving for a cigarette do not forbid yourself not to smoke, smoke, but not in a puff, namely you took a smoke, puffed up your cheeks and blow in your mouth a little cigarette smoke will remain and it will be enough for you I am sure, I know, well, that is all, when you want to smoke again go and smoke, but not inside, not to take the smoke inside your lungs. You smoke like that for three days and on the fourth day you don't smoke at all, I just did it, and I thought, why bother blowing your cheeks if it does no good, just blowing smoke, and moreover you don't smoke for three days without any use, you can get by without blowing smoke, I didn't think it would be so easy. It's cool nothing terrible happened and I was so scared and why is it funny now, I haven't smoked for 4 months and I have no craving to go back to that, because I know how hard it was not to quit but to tune in with the thoughts to quit smoking.  Take it and do it, and you will succeed and you will thank me and I will be glad that I helped somebody! So, I will finish my story, maybe someone was interested then I am very pleased more will be possible to continue and you write as you? I am still sitting at home looking for a job and hope to find something good, and everything will be in its place and will be, money, health, we will be fine!