Recently, people have become very interested in such TV programs as "Battle of the Psychics" and in general in witches, sorcerers and magicians. Many people have a special interest and like to read about these topics, which, of course, was not the case before, and very little was written about it. Such abilities are considered a gift for some reason, and some even say that it is a gift from God, which I radically disagree with. Only the devil can give such a "gift", first of all. And second, the wisdom of life is that one does not know one's future. Why? But for some reason, everyone is very eager to do so.
And so this very so-called gift was revealed to me. At first, many people didn't believe me, they just laughed, and it even irritated me. And when I tell people all the details about their life, starting from childhood, they immediately shrug me off and even cross themselves. I can, without knowing a person at all, tell them their date of birth. At a party table in company, I see, say, that the wife of the person sitting across the table is sleeping with his friend who is also sitting next to him. But to tell them about it is to destroy the family.
Now for the most important thing of all. I can only predict and see these things when I've had a drink. As soon as I've had a drink, it starts right away. It's as if something is boiling inside and someone is telling me what's going to happen to the person next to me. I even change my appearance. My eyes are said to be completely different during this time. Those who ask me to predict events are themselves frightened, they cannot stand my gaze at that moment.
Once I went to a nearby store on the occasion of some holiday. I was drunk, of course. Apparently, I told the saleswoman not to go where she was going in the evening. She believed me and a few days later thanked me for the warning. And I didn't even remember it anymore! I said, excuse me, I was drunk. She said, "Why are you apologizing? You saved my life.
There are people who pester me about how much time they have left to live. For some reason, that's very important to a lot of people. So I said. Even those who didn't have much left, well, there were only three such cases. These people did die: the date and place of death coincided with the prediction. I didn't feel comfortable afterwards, now I won't say such things even under torture, it's very scary.
There is only one way out for me - to always be sober, but if I drink a little bit, I can't control myself.
And for the last three years, I have also noticed that if, for example, someone hurts me badly or does something mean to me, he will definitely fall ill or have something bad happen to him. As if someone is protecting me. Although I myself am very kind, I do not wish harm to anyone and always forgive everyone, even my enemies.
Some people now consider me a sorcerer, which is very offensive. And where have they seen good wizards! I only believe in goodness and love, that is the main thing in my life. I am a very gentle person by nature, I can't even stand up for myself, and here they write me down as a sorcerer.
There was such an incident this summer. Guests came to a neighbor's house, and they went mushroom picking. Not far from the intersection, a young man suddenly fell down and started dying, even turning blue. People ran out, called an ambulance, and panic ensued. And here I was passing by, and it just so happened that I wasn't very sober. I was immediately drawn to the man, so I ran up and just started running my hands around his head. After a minute he jumped up as if he had been electrocuted, started breathing, and looked at me and at the people around him fearfully.
Everyone was surprised at what had happened. I had to convince him that it was just a coincidence, nothing more, and that I was not Jesus Christ to bring people back to life. I asked him not to tell other people, because our town was small and the news would quickly spread and God forbid, they would come to me. Do I need it? A drunken healer treating people is hard to imagine. It is possible to go to sleep providing such services.
On TV and in newspapers they say that people discover such abilities only after clinical death. I want to confess that a few years ago I went through the same thing. I woke up when they were already taking me to the morgue, I even have a death certificate, which shows the date and time when I, according to doctors, died. But God let me live on. After that I began to think about life and about the Almighty.
I have never admired those who are called psychics, on the contrary, I pity them, they are very unhappy people. I do not want to be among them; God forbid that kind of punishment. I believe that the ability to see and predict everything is a punishment from above or a curse.
At least I only have this same "gift" when I'm drunk, and I rarely drink. God had mercy on me, which I am very happy about. It's just very interesting what happens to me when I drink, why it's the only time this affliction haunts me. I sometimes think: what would it be if the talent of poets, writers, artists, scientists manifested itself only when drunk? But thank God that's not the case, because their talent comes from God. Mine is from the devil, I think.
I have a desire to go to the temple and ask God to close this devil's gift to me. I don't want that, believe me.
I love nature, animals, I see the beauty that the Creator created, this gift I perceive as the grace of God. Many people see nothing around them. But only life can be a gift from God, and all kinds of predictions are definitely from the devil. And the interesting thing is that when I predict, some people can't stand the truth about themselves, especially when I see their sins. How much hatred then comes up against me! Some are even ready to kill me. I have noticed that no one wants to hear an unwholesome truth about themselves. Then why do they beg me? If I were mistaken, I would be glad of it, but so far there has been no such thing.
If my letter is printed, maybe readers will give their opinion. I will wait, it is very interesting. And I have firmly decided for myself - no more alcohol.
I am 52 years old, have three children and four grandchildren, I have been divorced for 13 years, and my marriage lasted 18 years, and I was happy. Now I am a hardened bachelor, I like to be alone at home, in the woods, fishing. I see my family almost every day, my relationship with my wife is great, I don't even consider her an ex.
I am sorry if I wrote something wrong, I am worried.
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